[25 MAY]

My procrastinating mode still on until today.....i need to study !!!!! i promise myself to get distinction for every subjects......i so damn hate myself....being s lazy keep fbing.......arhhhhhhhhhhhhgggggggggrrr

[ 18th MAY ]

i dont know why, i feel hometown better...Penang does make me feel warm than in Aus here. i feel so lonely tough with relatives and friends here...i couldnt feel what i felt in Penang..T^T i so miss penang ....with dear dear's hug i could stay strong........i'm completely alone and lonely soul here.....the ppl here so different in Penang.....i miss my home...my bed...my family......the family which all gather together........united......

[ 10 MAY ]

I have no idea , why i failed chemistry since i'm so well -prepared for it and yet last minute study for HSF and i pass for the subjects ....sighing

suddenly i prefer to b alone and freedom....feel all the guys around so immature......am i normal to have this feeling???

[ 7th May ]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!!

this is the first ever birthday i had without parents around and the love one.....

i'm so free siting infront of my laptop doing nothing haha....no idea what to do no program at all T^T......so boring i wish i am in Penang right now to throw a party T^T........i miss penang

suddenly feel like crying for loneliness here haha.......