Saturday, November 20, 2010

Complicated Mood

Suddenly wana shout out....realise i love my daddy more than mum just i doesnt show it out^^
I used to feel like her boy is more important than me SERIOUSLY.....
no matter how i treat my daddy he just kept silent..{i'm so so salah diri} haha....
Daddy will lets me try everything i want...and wont break my dream but MUM...used to break my dream...i know the reality is cruel...if i dare not dream DEN WHERE IS MY FUTURE???
IF i'm not that stubborn insist i wana took up baking course in this MARCh 2010...then i'm wasted my 1 YEAR time in 2010...i cant earn some pocket $ from home bake.....
I'm sort like i ever tried i wont give up...even i have wasted my money...i'm invest on Experience and learn from the mistakes i had done...some how i feel it is worth^^i just wana said 'MUM I"M NOT A KIDS ANYMORE'....just treat me like daddy doess^^

Going to Aus soon...can feel daddy's mood is swing....hard for him that daughter is going to leave home.......I dont worry about my BF actually {Blekszz}...cause i believe in him ...we work out for our future together..separate for 3 years would brings bright future for the later 10 years perhaps 30 years^^he is going to take up Diploma EE...he wana pursue his dream to UK^^ better to be German^^ Finally we will end up at the same par...meet again after 3 years for a mature relationship^^....

Bro ....he grown up d nothing much to worry about him...hehe...just let him do wat ever he wana try..let him feel the outcome once he tried....stubborn as me too^^...so i end up like know nothing about my bro even his course hahazx

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