[ FEB 28 ]

Have to practice everything written in formal English in order to improve for my writing in my university's assessment..I'm kinda stress out as the classes are going to start off soon...i dont know what am i worry about...just feel like what if i fail to graduate ???? what if my dad can afford?? lots of 'what if'...its so silly to worry over ,as what mention by dear dear...i should be strong and face the problems without wasting my time to think of 'what if'...i should use the time to prepare myself for the future circumstances that may happen....i should use the time to prepare my study for classes and no more sitting there for the questions.....i can done it well...i believe i can manage to get everything under control .......i should be tough, i should be more confident...and should be independent...I started to feel some changes...if he and me still continue in this way, we may end up in the way that we are not expecting it to happens ......this is the reality, communication is a must in a relationship..sometimes when i need you, you are busy over there...or maybe you dont understand what am i talking about....i dont want to get it to a worst situation....we have to work hard to strengthen this relationship, it wont help with only one side is working on it.....please...i dont want to lose the thing i love....i wana prove to others we can make it through for this 3 years....if the communication keeps going down...it will end up like that....after saw the glacier rain, it soothed my mood d..i'm better now thanks god

[ FEB 25 ]

Just went to Bocelli down to town i think and cafe @ vic park......it was great because i know 1 more girls....recently i know few new friends...like Yvonne, Karen.Jade.Melody.Mei Kei.Melissa...i have forgot 2 ppls' name died T-T.......when can i complete the puzzle friendship of Malaysia map??? i have got BM,Johor,Sabah ,Sarawak, Selangor , Kuantan.......i need few more to go hahahzx...and yet all asian girls...^^

Suddenly i'm so sad flash of sudden history....that not suppose to be in my memory.....just lost

[ FEB 24 ]

it has been weeks ago from the day i stand on the land here, i keep telling myself to be strong and stand by own selves...but when the daylight is off i started to feel lonely here...tears with noodles just now aint feel good moreover making my stomach so upset.....maybe i need more time to change m life routine and the surrounding....i should be independent girl right now to stand strong in future.....university life will create a tougher personalities which ready and be prepared for every and any circumstances..i miss my family,i miss my beloved, miss my bed ....my dogs.....i miss them real much....before you tried you will said its easier to handle., but it happens on the other way round,...i start to miss everyone at hometown......miss my frens...even i make new friends here....also cant compare with those i know since primary sch.....the relationship and friendship are hard to cut off