[ FEB 28 ]

Have to practice everything written in formal English in order to improve for my writing in my university's assessment..I'm kinda stress out as the classes are going to start off soon...i dont know what am i worry about...just feel like what if i fail to graduate ???? what if my dad can afford?? lots of 'what if'...its so silly to worry over ,as what mention by dear dear...i should be strong and face the problems without wasting my time to think of 'what if'...i should use the time to prepare myself for the future circumstances that may happen....i should use the time to prepare my study for classes and no more sitting there for the questions.....i can done it well...i believe i can manage to get everything under control .......i should be tough, i should be more confident...and should be independent...I started to feel some changes...if he and me still continue in this way, we may end up in the way that we are not expecting it to happens ......this is the reality, communication is a must in a relationship..sometimes when i need you, you are busy over there...or maybe you dont understand what am i talking about....i dont want to get it to a worst situation....we have to work hard to strengthen this relationship, it wont help with only one side is working on it.....please...i dont want to lose the thing i love....i wana prove to others we can make it through for this 3 years....if the communication keeps going down...it will end up like that....after saw the glacier rain, it soothed my mood d..i'm better now thanks god