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this time i really dont understand, he dislike me i think, i never tried to get ppl shout at me like this, i'm so scare helpless, pain ,and i'm all alone here......no body can help me...i dont wana let my parents know i dont wana make them worry. maybe leaving is the best for me,..this time i have no idea how to do, i never cry until sleep and wake up cry again........i should leave for the sake of my aunt and uncle..i dont know why, is this challenge given by GOD? he just bang everything and get so frustrated. i'm scare, i really do ...i feel unsafe to keep staying where am i right now, i dare not step out from room while he is around, i really scare.......please can anyone help me???? i'm all alone