DEC 14

why i felt like starting from the last Christmas...i'm celebrating the first and the last Christmas with my boyfriend...is it because of the karma of mine????? To confess about my sins????

I have no idea.....i never celebrate Valentine's Day with my boyfriend , NEVER!!!! During the past two years....even with boy friend my Valentine's Day like nothing....it just like normal...why cant go go for a simple dinner.....????

However my in my last Valentine's , I was like hell.....in the deep dungeon!!!!

The coming soon will be my first orientation day in Curtin University !!!! What the heck!!!!

O yeah nearly forget ......i do own a puppy love style Valentine's celebration with A.T..^^ by receiving presents ....

Thanks A.T for the immaturity relationship^^ which like 'fairy tales '^^ for done alot of stupid things together......took rapid as transport to round the town.....cried and laughter along....

Will it be late to confess down here for reducing my karma?????

for KL, yes i do love you before.....i had waited you for five years for a simple action even few words will do but you had not came out with it.....so i' so tire right that time so i request myself to give others a chance......

for AT, yes i do love you but since i'm in relationships in the term of marriage so i had give up this relationship cause you are too kiddy mind set.....end up with no frenship how sad

for JL, i had give you two years time to change and keep your promise...i do think of give up my studies to follow you for the rest of my life but luckily i realise you are not the one will really will take all the responsibility.....thats why i give up

for AQ, i thought you are the best person that i could lay on you for the rest of my life cz you really a responsible and mature type.....but it turned out i'm not urs.....i thought you really meant it for the second time to date me , it turned up like you are revenging me for the choice i did in the past.....you dumped me from heaven to hell......i lived like corpse life ever after..

Now its the time for my dear one.......i really keep hoping we will end up in happy ever after.....i hope you will not disappointing me...i wan to see my dear turns out to be a mature and responsible man to take care of me for the rest of my life......the one who can give me a name of home and family....