Why m i aacting in so different ???? i'm so kiddy rite now.....so aggresive, being not the one who i used to be!!!! its so difficult for me to control own emotion rite now.....its damn weird....one day he will be tire of my alttitude too.......
suddenly felt like i'm so fan jian why m i making myself so cheap what ever i done its useless.....
when i'm not there to acc u, but u beg me to ...when i am there rite now u left me behind alone....what have i done in the past ???? untill i get this karma from youS.......m i over react?????i dont know i just know a fact there is a chance for me to leave but u said wan mme acc u so i lied again and again......i tried so hard i dotn know what did i get the reply.....is that a good decision since the beginning????i'm started to suspect myself m i doing the correct decision>>????
i'm so fake FAKE FAKE FAKE FFFFFFFAKE... i'm like the puppet of others why m i making myself so useless...why...its really pain u cant heard my suffer....you cant feel the way i'm suffocated with .......when the tears drop u thinkk thats kiddy.......enuff!!!!!ENOUGH!!! I HAD ENOUGH ......I HAD ALL THE TEARS FOR NOBODY......JUST IMMATURE FOR OTHERS,.....
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